many things happen like having my motorbike changed now more powerfull and yet as well loud dunno y but then at least it is better then last time Bmx still cannot do 360 cause of change in handle bars like so freaking hard and the simei mrt station attempt to jump 7 steps yet still hit the last step to clear my mind is in a mess between studies and leisure i must really study hard as quiz 2 is about to commence sucks to have exams but then i will be dying to have next time if i was already in the working life at least now i should enjoy every second of my life cause it wont be as fun next time when i grow up in to the working world cause everyday will be doing the same thing over and over again like a story tat repeats itself Sometimes i really ask myself can i really keep it up? can i really wait tat long? can i really make her happy? am i really the person for her? so confused yet happy in away tat things are just going fine even when we are not together respect ba study hard for a brighter future so i could be a dependable guy although sometimes i feel like giving up but there is always tis feeling asking me to try even harder then before what is it? what is it i m waiting for?