Its been a long week and guess wad i had many fun times and also some sick and sad times tis is all part of life happy sad and wadever lahs Had a stomach ache when i was going to catch a movie with mich but then i thought it was just a normal ache so continued and after the movie i felt a bit giddy and started to feel like vomiting went back home after fetching her home next day woke up and vomit felt terrible and after tat went to see the doctor .. didnt go school for test and then later ww fetch me to sch cause i didnt want to ride my motorbike the reason y i went back was i had to pass up my project cause it was the dead line so when i reached met up wif them and after tat i decided not to be a spoilt spot so i decided to continue going to ktv wif them doctor did say not to go crowded and bright places and asked me not to eat spicy food ignored them all XD i know its for my own good but then i cannot resist boredom and spicy food reach there le had some drink sang a bit sleep a bit then sang again they were very noisy but then to see them enjoy so much i didnt really bother them screaming and all just tried to get a bit of sleep after tat around 5 i left wif Xy talked along the way after tat felt giddy and all cause i had fever and in the night went down to tiong hin and purchase parts wif the gang and all went home after they fixed up their bike next day woke up le woke up around 1pm gareth called and then i took bus to pasir ris wif gar and then later met up wif samuel took 53 down to tiong hin and after tat reach le help auntie fix bikes XD in exchange to let uncle fix gar and samuel's wheelset ... left around like 1130pm? like spend a long day at there but it seem short already the second day never eat le gar forced me to eat so had no choice rushed back home fix le and then went out to ride until like 230am? then went back home to slp nxt day went out again tis time went to cycle to ecp went there played a bit of stunts and then went back home at around 1130pm again lols despite my sickness i been running around most of the time i guess whether i was really even sick maybe i m just trying not to think? but of wad? i m glad tat two friends tat i lost due to some circumstances they contacted me again one was rachel the girl i met during metro tampines closing and the other was Jean i was kinda surprised but then at least i did felt better after they talked to me life did continued as i walk but then how about the one i wished? my heart shatters everytime i think of her the will to carry on turns sour its like i m becoming another person i feel avoided unwanted sad crushed