Hmmm lets start wif today wad i did... Morning was a bit rough Maybe cause of the rain ba Then right after the rain Everything things ended I decided to not bother her anymore Never to even talk to her? Just say i took tis as a painful lesson? Yup seeing her wif cake Made me jealous But then happy in a way Loving someone doesnt mean u need to be with tat person It means respecting and seeing the person be happy Lols y do i keep repeating tis Guess i havent got over her yet And dying to keep my word Anyways moving on Today instead of heading to sentosa Due to bad weather ... We decided to go only to east coast park It was damm fun la Havent been there since last year ba So i went up to ky house to wait 4 him to get ready Shit where is my face? My first riding attire Reached ky house le outside take some photos trying out the shutter speed for it then later waited outside This was wad i see everything i go his house In a total mess sia Thats Ky's wife!!! But something crop up My brake pad broke when i was fixing it Sian 1/2 Before After Know wads the difference? Its the brake cables the while line across my bike I took it out cause i see there isnt any meaning to put the brake system if its broken So i took everything out And my bike become a bit lighter Now i love my bike having to be like that Reckless and light The ability to force oneself to go over the limit hahas kinda siao sia lols After that we ended at the coffee shop i ate chicken rice then drank my favorite China apple drink after tat called ww again asked where was he and all Damm long sia rotting away Thats Mine and Ky's wife Ky : While waiting for them i msg my GF first!! hehehx.... We were rotting there like hell lor so sian Finally they come then later go by expo that route tats the craziest road cause Its going through the expressway tis is how it looked like really scary I almost got bang by a car Cause i went to the centre of it I m stucked in between two roads wif crazy drivers speeding.... ky tried to challenge the road lor hahas tis is a photo shoot when he was doing it Ky : lai la wo not scared leh!! after tat i tried my luck lols see wad happen next Jerome : Eh is tis the right side of the road? After that we reach le Crossed over the oncoming bridge Then later reach east coast le Ky : WTF Wei shen :U took a photo of me? And down we go lols Ky : lalala down slope is fun Wei shen : Hey stop taking my photos la ... I know I very handsome rite.. Ky , Ww and Wei shen .... After tat we reach the water ski area le and then Tis girl gave me a drink Didnt take any proof ba Well i was just passing by and she handed me a drink Lols i also dunno y but then i did took a photo of the drink taste kinda werid lols.. Its a mix berry drink ewww dun really like berries After tat we reached the place that i always wanted To go wif jean when we went to ecp After i get my motorbike Just sitting on the water breaker Watching the stars at night And also Enjoying the night breeze Guess she could do it wif cake le ba Well tis are some of the shots After that we continue to the other side of east coast park Here wad we did Found an area to played our stunts hahas kinda amusing everyone was like staring at us Here are some shots Tis pic isnt really clear but Ky was practically flying in air Then it turned to night le so we headed back To the ecp hawker centre but before that we past by the water ski park again tis time it was filled wif lights Reached the hawker center le then later brought teh tarik Our group favorite drink hahas The hawker was packed didnt get to sit So many ppl lols Slackers After tat we headed back to simei to meet gareth to play more stunts at tat area but then b4 tat we went past a few nice places Tis are the shots after passing tis area we did some candid shots Ww : oh its snowing Ky : U sure ma i dun feel cold Ws : kao y got water one Ww claim tat those white things were spirt particles I was kind of wondering whether he played to much Fatal frame le ba cause tat time he did watch us play maybe cause a side effect on him? lols.. moving on After tis area it was time to leave B4 the police came here to arrest us 4 being on the express way lols There they go hahas.. They really know how to run fast!!! Jerome : wait 4 me lehs Jerome : finally caught up wif them.. phew.. WTF Down slope? i go brake lehs... > reach le simei we called gareth then later rest there any brought drinks Four bottles ...two drinkers hahas.. Me and Wei wen.. after tat Ws jio us to play stunts while waiting 4 gareth omg lor he damm slow lehs Ws : eh i the only one playing ar? dun wan la very ps!! After tat we joined in ww looking at other girls Jerome : shit la y never take the good part!!! Well after tat we sent gareth back To his block then later all went home Tis coming tuesday going to cycle again hahas it will be fun cause got guest star Erwin riding wif us hahas too bad gareth cannot come sad cause he got exams Well tats all for today ba I m quite happy wif the life i have now thought sometimes i still think of jean but then i guess she is never coming back to me The way i see things now she hates me more then she loves me in the past I guess its my own fault for letting it happen oh well since its already like tat Atoning my mistakes were a suggestion but then she didnt want well i m not going to interfere wif her life le cause she asked me to She is much more happier wif cake ba not wif me never wif me Tats her decision being friends wif her is also impossible cause i crushed tat chance wif her she groups me now wif alec this song is about the guy regretting about not cherishing the gal i once trusted 2 guys tis is the proof tat i hurt her so much Am i the worst? i guess so or else she wouldnt have said i once trusted 2 guys was one of them me? i think so ba all these while even i moved on these things tat i did to hurt her became scars which inflicted my heart To remind myself they will never vanish even till the day i die I have never hurt someone so badly never in my life I wish i could die now but she wishes me to move on but can i? part of me isnt letting tis go it hurts to think back abt the things i did to her things tat made her hate me things tat i didnt see when i was hurting her Maybe i m just like alec i deserve to die!!