Life is Full of Unexpected things

posted : Monday, October 1, 2007

title : 30/10/07

Today... We brought the things needed 4 the chalet .. its was kinda tiring cause i didn't sleep much these few days cause of the recent problem but then 4 today i m able to sleep well.. wif all my doubts cleared ..

I guess being single is nt really tough at all .. All I needed was to change my mind set.. or set my mind set and work towards it ... well if i were to say .. I wait 4 the gal that i think is worth it .. maybe Jean maybe Alice maybe someone else .. its hard to say lets see whether where my heart will bring me to now is just making more friends and all .. i appreciate every single things i done with both of them . now knowing that relationship and friendship is very fragile if u dun know how to handle them well ... right now I want to put have a life that is full of brightness .. Helping people in need and all ... always being the one 4 that person if he or she is left in the dark .. God Will be my witness .. whatever is said in my old blog ... those were the past ,history and lessons to be learn along the way of my life .. i would never repeat those same mistakes .. Well i didn't agree to a point when she asked me to grow up.. because i think everyone is growing up because growing up is part of life .. as we grow old we know more things but then knowledge is endless? Well she did taught me many things .. i thank her 4 that now i would be the same as her enjoying life at the same time getting old enough to be in a stable relationship .. something like willingness of sacrifice and all .. old enough to know what is right and what is wrong all that kinda thing till then i wait 4 that special girl that i will fully give my attention to who knows .. maybe she is the one 4 me just that we needed more time to think and to know each other .. hahas thats why they say life is full of surprises ..Hope tomorrow it will be a day of fun and joy able to smile and laugh again

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