Today woke up and then later mich asked me to fetch her to her work place and then she also wanted to get psp games from me .. after reaching there le called her and we both drove off to plaza sing after reaching there went back home to sleep a while cause working at sentosa today after tat around 230 i drove off to vivo upon reaching there met up wif Erwin ,Wei Ting and Sheng wei after tat we ate at kopitiam after tat we walked around vivo went to giant to buy stuffs to eat i brought 4 packets of jelly bean regretted as it tasted awful after that went to sentosa miss the times we were as a grup going out to the beach to have fun i guess maybe next week ba organize tis activity see whether the gang can make it a not after tat reach sapphire house changed to our uniform then after tat Me and Erwin was given in charge of drinks i took wine and Erwin took beer While Sheng wei and Wei Ting was in charge of food the place there was like the best view and all that i decided that my wedding ceremony Will be celebrated there hahas... lols as if there will be a girl out there 4 me to marry Jean already left me And enjoying her life argh... dun think le anyways after tat we open a few bottles and prepare to serve out the drinks after tat we were like bartenders lols very fun got nice music nice scenery and nice breeze served out the drinks on the beach everyone was having fun i guess but it was kinda hard serving on the beach as the sand very soft sometimes i get my foot stuck to the ground after tat was 7 pm le dinner time our side the drinks keep on refilling and all really very bz didnt even have time to eat kept of refilling and all after tat around 10 everyone was dancing the music was great like clubbing lols then i found out they actually hired a Dj from zouk lols no wonder all the mixing all so familiar after tat was packing up then later my sis friend fetch us to vivo we parted then i met up wif gareth after tat drove to cineleisure met up wif Wen Ming Baxton Andy and Joey after tat they watch an m18 movie but then me and gareth didnt watch as we didnt felt like it so we went to BK at first but then later they closing le so we went to the coffee shop there after tat ate then later slacked at cine 9th floor talk about the stuff in my mind things like in the past y they kept coming to me and all actually many of my friends told me i knew wad to do but then i just i didnt want to do it somehow they are right but then i also dunno y after tat they finished their movie we headed to vivo area to eat roti prata eat le then go mustafa center to go there shopping lols there really a lot of things there like an all in one shop lor then headed home which was around 7am plus lols then around 1230 went 4 church met up wif angela as usual the memories came flooding back until when angela actually called me many times then i responded she was kinda furious tat i was still not being able to let go but then she told me to accept it and move on like many ppl told me to she even say wad if she wants u back u will still accept right? I was like can i dun answer tis question then she just took it as a yes i really dunno ba y i keep lingering on in the past even though i said i moved on I got to get over it soon.. the faster the better ? but 4 now its just who i am Not being able to accept the fact that she already left me And wanting to be wif someone else